All I want to do is die. Nothing is going my way whatsoever. I hate my job, I hate the people, and I can’t seem to get out of it. I planned myself a birthday dinner which no one can attend to, which I know isn’t their fault at all.
I get affected by things so easily right now..
This may all seem petty to some people, but it hurts for me, that even when I try to be happy, nothing goes my way.
Everyone says I’m too sensitive, too weak, too emotional.
No one knows what I’m going through. I’m really depressed, that every little thing that didn’t affect me then, is now affecting me really badly. Even the littlest things that happen can change my mood completely.
I’m lost, confused and sad. And I have no idea what to do anymore..
I want this to end.
